Where did God come from?

I often hear people say, "He must exits, just look at all the beauty around us and the marvels of the universe". What I never hear is "Look at the filth, the destruction, the loneliness of our existence".

I've read alot over my years, and most people simply try to dazzle you with the concept that time simply doesn't exist to God, therefore he has and will always be. Notice that they will never actually give you an answer, because they don't know. They can't know. Why? Because God as a supreme creator cannot exist. How am I sure? Unlike religious people who believe there is a God, taking it totally on faith, I know that God cannot be, couldn't be, and could never have been.

If time doesn't exist to God, and we know this would be somewhat true to a supreme being that has exist forever, and will exist forever, who has existed before time, and will exist after, then why is time so important to God?

Throughout all religions you will read that time is very important to God. There is always urgency, there is always a beginning and an end. Why would a supreme being like God, put such emphises into time if it isn't important in the least to him?

Time is precious to us, the creators of it, just like God is precious to us, again... the creators of him.

The truth is, we created God in our image and not visa-versa. How can I make such a claim? It has to do with time. If God existed before time, and time is matter, and God is not matter, and existed before it, then he would have no form. So, how can we be created in his image, if he hasn't any?

Also, how come God is a man? No form, no genitalia.